A jaded thought of compromise

Photography has been a major part of my life this entire school year, taking the place of my main job, as well as allowing me to connect with people on an emotional level through a physical platform. This year I primarily covered sports photos. Sports are an intimate thing. Emotion is found on everyone’s face at all times. Sports don’t build character, they reveal it, and in the heat of the moment, what you look like, is who you really are. And that’s what matters most. The lifelong question that sneaks into your ear and up into your head. The only thing that matters. Who are you?

Very rarely will posed photos be found in my portfolio. I started and still continue with candid photography because it captures something that can’t be artificial. A frozen moment, with the subject completely oblivious to the camera. It helps me learn more about not only other people, but also myself. It can build a connection with other people.

I still find it hard to believe my work is of good quality and still struggle with comparing myself to other photographers. One of the main reasons I started with photography was challenges with my mental health, and for the better or the worse it’s become one of the most influential activities to my mental state. I think about quitting everyday, and I’m not sure why I haven’t yet. I like to chalk it up to my stubborn and conservative personality, but don’t want to become that chip on my shoulder. The reality is, this is my way of communicating, and I doubt it will change for a very long time.

3. A double exposure photo of the MLK boys’ basketball team plays at Liberty Creek High School against the Portland Panthers.

Shot on Kodak 400